i dont know what am i doing, being alone in this house for the next 3 days, dont know what to do if the assignment has already done, lets think about it later. but now, currently sitting in front of the laptop, listening some good songs, with a cup of coffee, with a big glass of mineral water, with a half glass of strawberry milk syrup, with undefine mind, indescribable feeling, with poor grammar, with laziness to doing assignments. i dont know what am i talking about. i dont know. i just wasting my time waiting my english class at 7.30pm.

i got a good words from criminal minds season 6:

there are things we dont want to happen but have to accept
things we dont want to know but have to learn
and people we cant live without but have to let go

true! life's getting harder day by day, i feel that, but one thing that i always remember, God never sleeps,  good or bad, its just teach me how to live stronger. we have to learn from everything around us.

do you?

i miss the girls, really.
feels like thousand years we havent met each other. blaming all of the final project.
we have to meet up soon, i miss you ladies :(
do you guys miss me the way i miss you?


it has been very long time since my last posted. i'm tryin to back now, but still have so many papers to do. three more weeks to holiday. huraiy! actually, i havent decided where am i gonna go, maybe going somewhere with some new great close friends will be sooo good :)
about Thailand, i dont know. i dont expect too much. the ticket is very expensive. we were late to get it.
everyone in this house has their own holiday. mamaw leaving for Manado this morning, and marwah and papaw are going to hit Jakarta next friday. yes, i'm officially alone. and i hate being alone in this house.
i know i wont feel alone, because assignments always stay beside me. eerrrr
but everytime i feel weak with my college, i still remember, one day i will miss it all. i will miss papers and exams. i will miss those happy and unhappy moment. i will miss those guys. i will miss it. i will miss it. and taraaaa i'm happy doing this :D
and you, thanks for everything happens. i dont know what is it. you are here and i'm here too. we just keep it flow, doesnt we? good. i dont wanna put any label on this 'something' yet, you knew it, so, feel free to leave me if you want. do what you wanna do.

emm, i'm so excited playing Instagram ;)