in this very last day in 2012

i've decided to writing in this page again after a very long time in the end of the year, i dont really care about if someone will read my posts or not, but i'm enjoying writing as much as a good things i ever had. in this very last day of 2012 i realize, bad things and good things actually happened in this year. i used to be that close to college-friends, but as time goes on, everyone became a stranger, we were so busy with ourself -and our priorities, we met to say hai infrequently, and yeah i'm just fine, people come and go right? i lost some friends and made some friends. dont expect i will be there if they need me someday, maybe i wont be.

one of great moment in this year was, i joined Ququmacan again, as an art director, i know you wont believe it :p but i did. we made a great short film called Conversation, i bet you will love that one!

another good thing, i can hold my relationship with him, been a year! what a surprise. i'm not bored like i used to be :p , since we are not teenagers anymore. be with someone who loves me in white and black side, take a good care of me, deal with my bad-mood-habit patiently, promise i will stay as long as i can. we are in our way to reach our dreams.

another dream, maybe its a resolution just made couple weeks ago, to catch that, i need to finish my college in march, and preparing for ielts score. ohya, finishing my essay in March was not my plan actually, i prepared to make it done in January, but yeah many things happened but i've learned from that. thank you for always here, in my stress and anxiety conditions, bunny.

i used to be that care about what others think of me, i think its bad, like someone said, they dont understand what i've been through, fuck people, just do your best. hahaha. i know i will.

for 2013, i wish i can reach all the resolution. travel to the place i've never been before, be a better person, etcetera etcetera.

hope you enjoy your day people! have a good new year's eve! see you in 2013! wooohoooo!


it's been very very long time ago since my last post in here, i'm not officially back, but i think i need to write something on my personal blog. mehehehe. it was my therapy, to write down my feelings somewhere, and i'm trying to doing it again, now. unfortunately i cant find blogger iPad application, its just rebyek to open this laptop blablabla, oh well at least i'm trying to writing something! yiihaa

to be honest, this is so hard, you know, to starting writing after you're (finally) back from outer space. oke lets talk about your daily routine maindra,
yeaah i'm in my last semester (AMEYN) to be an undergraduate student, this is my 9th semester. yeah dont be that shock, it's normal if you studying Psychology (its called defense mechanism) bahaha. but still, i hope i'll get my bachelor as soon as possible with all the my close mates and also boyfriend. we can do this!
the proposal was officially not useful since i need to change my research topic, yeah it was terrible but it's worth to do, ameyn again. enough to talk about this shit, i got headache suddenly.
and theeeen, i'm a part-time teacher right nooow yihaaa. couldnt believe i can handle all of the children, they are too cute, i have some class from 3 y.o til 12 y.o, it's like a game course, yes it is, Mindlab is trying to teach chlidren with games, it's fun!
hoyah, i'm in relationship for almost 10 months, this is unbelievable, i thought it was just easy to be his girlfriend, we were a best friend before, and it's going like that until now, luckily.

yayayaa, i have to back to my skripsi thing
see you later. hemwah!